tired after running through one reel step--

PROOF:
that,

a) I'm putting more energy in my steps and am trying to go all-out

and,

b) my stamina sucks

can I fix this please, before next Saturday?

fight to win. fight to finish

inspiration from a documentary I watched about fighters--

"the expectations of our gym are not, 'win every fight.' you don't have to win every fight. but you do have to TRAIN for every fight."

"you need to have some respect. you need to understand that while whatever it was that you needed to be doing in your time, we've been here working. so, don't be mad at me or frustrated with me cause you're getting destroyed. YOU found other things to do with your time than come to practice"

"to be a champ it's a 40-hr a week commitment. it's a daily grind."

feeling down? just look at this dog

nailing the tech down is important--but!

 remember that you love to dance too. 

i can't get so overwhelmed with getting all the details down that i get to feeling defeated.

austin seems like it's right around the corner.

i have to remember it's a journey

I'll get there.